Still in search of..

I feel unfulfilled, unsatisfied, that I do not know my potential, that I haven't been challenged, that I can learn more about myself, that there's something deeper, hidden inside me. Some kind of energy, some kind of feeling, an awareness that is yet to be known. I feel like it's yearning to escape, to show itself, yet I do not know how to make it reveal itself. I don't want it to be captive forever, I want to discover what it is, and let it blossom, let it emerge and let it guide me. But first, I need a guide to help me find my true self.

Nomadic again

I want to go to Europe. I just watched The Bourne Ultimatum yesterday, and every time I watch one of those movies I always want to go to Europe afterwards. It's so different than Asia, but at the same time different from the US. It has history, it has culture... I sometimes feel like that's missing from here, that it's too superficial. I've never been to Europe before, I wish I had the money to travel right now, like during winter break. At times like these I even think living and working there wouldn't be so bad either, that I'd quite enjoy it. Perhaps all I really need is to get out of the States, not necessarily to any other specific destination.

In any case, there's someone I want to see in Munich.