Interesting dream

I dreamt about Duck two nights ago. It was quite a vivid dream. I felt like I was always "chasing" her, trying to get closer and spend time with her, but she always was busy and had to go do something else. It wasn't as if I was getting brushed off, but as if it was just the normal swing of life, that the way we lived just didn't allow us to cross paths for any significant amount of time - quite representative of our relationship two and a half years ago. I think this goes on to prove the point I always tell people about relationships that end: the feelings are always there, no matter what, there will always be something that draws you to that person. So, even though I don't think of her consciously, my subconscious still cares like it used to. I have to say, that even though I was always behind, chasing her, I was happy and in a good mood when I awoke (just to visualize the "chasing": I remember a scene where I went to Duffield Hall to look for her, and she was at a table. And I sat down and we started talking a bit, but then she had to leave to go to a lab. We were happy talking to each other, but our time together was momentary).

I also found out a few weeks ago that the person I wish to see in Munich has a boyfriend. Which really, is AOK because my thoughts were mostly hopeful thoughts and "what if... that would be nice," so nothing heart-wrenching or anything. And actually, it's almost like a relief, perhaps I was subconsciously holding back thinking that if something were to end up developing between us I wouldn't feel as guilty or something. In any case, I'm perfectly fine and still enjoy exchanging emails ^_^.

In other good news - come visit me next year!!! I got a scholarship to go study in Yokohama, Japan (30-40min by train SW of Tokyo) for a full year starting in September! I'll be studying language at the Inter-University Center and doing some research on the side at Rikkyou Univ.-Shishiki Campus. Please visit!! Especially my friends in Korea and HK that I have stayed with so I can pay you back for all your hospitality! On that note, I'll be working in Korea again this summer and will probably swing by HK sometime, either in June or August. :-) I'll keep you updated!!!

Meanwhile... I love CA weather: Sunny, high of 27C!!!!! WOOO HOOOOO!!!!

Listening to: The Thrillseekers - Waiting Here For You
And a song everyone should listen to even if they don't like trance: DJ Shah feat. Adriana Thorpe - Who Will Find Me. If you want to skip the intro percs, go to 2:17 and listen from there, if you're really antsy, skip to the verse-main chorus at 5:12 (lasts until end of song pretty much). I LOVE LOVE this song!!

I told you I'm in a good mood ^_^ ^_^