I've had a similar dream a few nights in a row now.


Various situations where she is there in front of me.  We're talking, hanging out, having fun, doing what we've been doing everyday.  But I can never make myself take the next step and just tell her my feelings or ask her.  Every time I just let her walk away.


I don't want to ruin our friendship.  And there still is that possibility she has a bf back in Japan.


But every morning I wake up and feel like I'm missing an opportunity...