I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to run away, never to return. Why has life been so cruel to me? Constantly teasing me, making me think things are within reach, only to yank them so far away that I can't even see them anymore. I hate this. Why can't it all just disappear. Why can't I disappear.

Why do I bother? I'm not good enough for anything. I'm mediocre. All thought. but not even talk, let alone action. I can't do anything right.