Doing anything to keep my mind from it

Including:

Love Letter (x2)
All About Lily Chou-Chou (x2)
Picnic
9 Souls
Blue Spring
The Bird People of China
Firefly Dreams
A Bright Future
License to Live
Youth of the Beast
Onmyoji II
The Suicide Club
Dead End Run
Ichi the Killer
Audition
Charisma
Green Fish
Acacia
(another I can't remember the name of)

I'm sure I'm forgetting some...