It's a new year... but not new people.

Someone told me today, "New year, new people." She was talking about herself and how she just started dating a new guy (like today)... but that it won't last because she's come back to Cornell soon and he's going somewhere else and they won't see each other after the next week. She has no idea how much I should listen to that advice. But just because I know I should doesn't mean that I'll feel that way. And I don't. I saw a picture of them holding hands in The Architect's room today....... how I wish that was me....

I found out recently (by reading their blog) that someone I know is rather slutty...... completely shattered the image I had of them. I feel sorry for their significant other (and yes they have one). I almost want to talk to them and tell them they shouldn't do anything that could hurt those that care about them... but it's not my place to do that.

The only reason why I'm going to Unit 1 is because they have Wings... and I'm sort of hungry (though my stomach has been bothering me for the past few days... it may just be that). I'd rather spend New Years alone in my room. Hopefully I can escape and come back up.

I was about to type the title... and write "end of the year thoughts"... and I realized, that these aren't thoughts that culminate my year. Well, maybe the first one. But I'm not going to force myself to regurgitate everything either... it wouldn't be pleasant - for anyone.