No sign of an end

I am tired of this.... I can't take it anymore. I just want it all to end. My mind can't suffer anymore from lack of direction, lack of motivation, lack of hope. Things keep piling up and getting worse and worse and there's absolutely nothing I or anyone else can do. I just do not want to be here right now. I'm not even sure if I want to be here in the future. And I can't talk to anyone about because it'll just f*** things up in my life even more.

I'm so lost, so lonely, so cold.