I am f***ing sick and tired of this. I do the right thing, for the benefit of everyone, and the when he comes down on me for no f***ing reason no one backs me up, no one says anything. No one realizes what he's doing and no one f***ing cares. He's been disrespecting me ever since I took over and he has no trust in me - well why the f*** did you ask me to help you in the first place. You say I do nothing - well maybe if you stopped taking MY JOBS then I would have something to do! And you say it as if you know you're right when we have it written down - in a document we all agreed on - that it's my f***ing job!!! And because of that I go out and try to start something up somewhere and then you say I'm going behind people's backs. Make up your f***ing mind! And when I try to clear up a problem face to face with administration here rather than through endless emails (as people forget how important face to face talks are in this day of technology) he just yells at me for being unprofessional and going behind people's backs. LOOK AT THE F***ING PICTURE!!!!! I'M NOT UNDERMINING THIS ORGANIZATION, I'M HELPING IT F***ING GROW!!! NOT ONCE HAVE I RECEIVED ANY SORT OF THANK YOU OR ACKNOWLEDGMENT OF WHAT I DO! THE ONLY REASON WHY I DON'T SAY F*** YOU AND LEAVE IS BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO THIS ORGANIZATION. You say that I go behind people's backs - well why the heck do you start talking to all these people without even telling me! I TOLD YOU I was going to talk to people. You know what - FUCK YOU! I'm so F***ING frustrated with you and everyone who doesn't do jack that I feel like crying. F*** OFF. Thanks for ruining my night.