Second Chances

Second chances are a poor man's version of time travel. You can't go back in time to amend what you did wrong - how many times have we wished just this? So what can you do if you can't fix what you did wrong? You can have another try - a second life - and you can do things differently and amend your mistakes the second time around. But you can only do this if you have that second life - if someone gives it to you.

Why didn't I ask for a second chance? Did I think that I didn't deserve one? Did I not want to make her feel worse by asking for something that she possibly couldn't give? I feel like that's the most likely way I felt at the time. But, oh how much I want a second chance. I know things would be different - obviously. But things would be so much better. But she wants to forget me...or she wants me to forget her...but how can I? I never thought I would feel this way - never. But I do. I just can't forget that. I remember detailed cohesive events from my life 9 years ago. She means so much to me now how can I possibly forget her? Oh how I wish I could have a second chance....will you give me a second chance? Someday?