Yet Another Dream

I can't remember this one as well as the others, but it was happier.

The location was very abstract...there was a river, forests, small town...it could've been anywhere. I can't remember much, but I do remember that at one point she and I were walking together and talking and she sort of hesitantly reached for my hand. She eventually gingerly held my hand and I was really surprised. I asked, "When did this happen? Are you sure??" [implying was she sure that was what she wanted], I was totally surprised. She was hesitant in her reply so I released my hand and said something like, "If you're not sure it's ok, I understand..." But she shook her head and more confidently reached for my hand again and said, "It'll be alright." I was really happy, but at first was unsure of myself. I remember that our hands were held by our fingers, not palm-to-palm (if you can picture that). We kept walking...out of this old town of sorts, along a river. From here it gets really scattered...maybe we met some people but didn't want them to know that we were sort of together? I remember getting on an old truck and driving it fast to get away from people. It was not like they were chasing us and we were running from them. But it was more of a feeling of escape and being free and released from burdens. It was raining or something and we went off the road below a bridge next to the river, still driving. We thought we could get across the water, but the truck got halfway or so? And then somehow we were on the other side? I can't really remember much.

Anyways, I woke up and realized that I slept through my alarm...actually turned off my alarm in my sleep. And got up to work at ungodly hours of the night/morning...

All of my dreams recently have had this common theme... I guess it's pretty major in my subconcious (I could say that conciously too). I just wish the nicer ones could come true...I wish the one about the kitchen could come true. I saw her yesterday for like 1 minute right after class, and that was it. I wish I saw her more, I really liked how she looked that day (more so than usual). She was wearing the black skirt I really like. It's a great example of her style...simple, yet elegant. Haven't seen her (or other people) in awhile. They went to get pearl tea tonight... I thought they would tell me if they were going to go still because it was raining... I guess not. :(