And feelings are becoming more clear

It's amazing. The more I look at her, trying to discern her features, her personality, the more I realize how extremely special she is. Whoever takes her hand and shows her happiness is by far the luckiest man (or at least one of the luckiest) in the world. There are two things that strike me about her the most. The first, is her hair. Typically tied up in a ponytail....I've always had a thing for ponytails. I don't know why. But it's not just that it's in a ponytail. It's the way it falls over her shoulders and back. It seems to naturally want to wave and curl in all the right places. And there's always that strand or two that falls perfectly over her face that she brushes behind her ear whenever it falls out of place. Though I think it's place is right there, hanging over her eyebrow, hiding just enough of her face to make you want to reach out and brush it back yourself to see what beauty is underneath.

What else strikes me about her is her poise. She is quite honestly the most elegant person I have ever met. From her quick little skips to catch up or get ahead, to her posture while studying, to her refined table etiquette, she is hands down the most elegant person I know - she lives up to her name (even though she says otherwise). I'm awestruck everytime I see her, you just can't miss her elegance when you're around her.

If you combine the above with her personality - which is fun-loving, wacky, and sincere - her intelligence, her diligence, her humour, her dimpled smile (which I love), her sometimes-clumsiness - you find yourself with an amazing girl. One which tugs on your heartstrings when you glance at her over dinner or while studying. One named Laura.

And in case you're confused..this is the first girl.

I wanted to write some thoughts I had today about alcohol...I don't know why but I god really sad thinking about it, it had to do with Laura and alcohol at Slope Day. I hate seeing or hearing about people get drunk...it hurts.

Ok...I guess I'll save that for when I think of it next...