Becoming more sure....

Last night I went to eCsTASy - it was awesome. Great job people! The skit was hilarious (go Yahoooo! Kiosk!!), the fashion show had all sorts of outfits that I had never seen before, the video was super funny, the Wu Shu performance was super cool, and the ribbon dance was sooo pretty!

But what was prettier was a person who participated in all of the above. I'm becoming more sure of my feelings now. I'm feeling that more and more the previous girl was a result of similarities between her and the other. But this new person, she's not like the other two. There are some minor similarities, but they're generic. I'm finding that I'm having a much better time hanging around her than I did with the othe girl also. Not to mention that we get along really well too. The only sad thing is that she'll be gone next semester...so I don't know if she'd want to get into a relationship at this point. I mean, I'm still not 100% ready myself. But, if things keep going as they have been (on all fronts), I think I might be before the end of the semester. I don't know, we'll see.

She has a really good friend who I'm becoming good friends with too (haha, I guess they sort of go hand in hand in that way). I think before I do anything I might talk to her about it. I'm not a big risk taker when it comes to things like this I guess.

Hm...I know her favorite pearl tea now, she got it when a couple of us went down to C-town after Hope Night. She works late nights in WSH on Tuesdays (I think....lol), maybe I'll find an excuse to go to central to study, and make a trip to pearl tea to get her one. (OK, maybe I'll get one for myself too ;-) ). The only thing is I don't want to seem too forward....I'm still not quite ready yet, and at the same time, I don't want to push her away.

On a side note, I felt randomly sad this evening. Perhaps I'm channelling my stress into sadness again. It wouldn't be the first time I've done it (I think I've said this before). But I think I'll probably be better when she gets back from her job and I can chat to her as I work on homework (yay! she chats while she does work!).