Emptiness

What's wrong with me...... I feel like I lack something.... and... I'm uncomfortable with what that is....

I feel empty...quite literally. I was lying on my bed at one point and I felt like there was a hole right in the middle of my chest, like there wasn't a weight that should've been there. I don't feel loved.

I have no one to love... no one to hold close, no one to slip their hand into mine, no one to sit across from and stare into their eyes, no one to devote myself to... no one to give me a constant in life. No one to feel their touch... just a simple touch... fingertips... Just to feel fingertips on my arm, on myhand... No one that I can embrace.. I don't necessarily need one in return, but I need to give my love... I've never felt like this before... the feeling is so strong. I'm so lonely....and hollow.