Still....Quick of heart, short of breath

We pulled an all-nighter last night. Stayed awake to give PY company for her planned all nighter. We ended up being her alarm clock...lol. Anyways, we stayed awake by playing mahjong and chinese checkers. I sat across from her in both games. Her facial expression (many of which had her sticking her tongue out at weird angles), her haird that slipped from behind here ear to lay a strand across her face, and as the night/morning wore on, her scrunched up cheeks as she rested her head on her arm or hand - they all made me wish I was closer with her....that I could sit right next to her and hold her hand and just look into her eyes. She's so pretty when she's tired...idk how, but I'm drawn to her more.

I'm f****** sick and tired of my parents. They both tell me things: some lies, some truths, but I have no way to sort out which is which. And then they each blame me for supporting the other - I guess that means I'm doing a pretty good job at being neutral. But nevertheless....I'm just absolutely fed up.