Random thoughts

that aren't so random.

I helped her fix Oreo's bike tire today...or at least almost fix. It's sitting outside my door, I'm letting the patch fixate before I attempt to blow it up with air. It was a good feeling spending time with her alone for 30min or so working on the tire. It took us awhile to get the tube out of the tread and the rim. She had never seen the inside of a tire before and didn't realize that it was actually two parts. So it was sort of cool getting to show her something new. I wish I could show her something new everyday. It's a good feeling. In the process of getting the tire out and trying to patch it our hands brushed many times...she has such delicate and gentle hands. They're so slender and elegant (I think I'm starting to use elegant too much...but she truly is elegant - you'd understand if you knew her). Anyways, yeah my heart sped up a bit whenever we touched.

I still think back to when she put her hands on my shoulder Monday night...I wish I had concentrated on the moment harder and remembered it more vividly. At the time I was just so happy that I didn't really think about anything else. But then again, if I had concentrated more perhaps I wouldn't have been as happy and the moment wouldn't have been so special? I guess I'm happy with what I have - I have the emotions.

Hm, I wonder what strangers who stumble upon this blog think of me. People who don't know any of the persona involved or know any background about me. How do I appear to such people? Do I come across as a guy who just doesn't know when to stop? Or do I come across as a hopeless romantic who just can't face reality? What about just a normal human being? I wonder...

I think I'll go to bed looking at that picture again so I have pleasent dreams.