Home is where the heart is

And that's not Colorado....

Came back for 1.5 days... everything is unfamiliar. With my parents living in two houses now, it's weird to go some place new... and be expected to live there. I don't even have a room in either house anymore, just guest rooms. And that's what I feel like - a guest, a stranger, someone who doesn't belong. Seeing some furniture in the new house is strange, because it makes me wonder what the other half is doing (well, it's still in the other house). And even driving to the old house... the roads are unfamiliar, I feel like I'm being driven to someplace I've never been before, seeing new sites and feeling the road take unexpected turns and dips. And inthe house...everything is different, especially with all the furniture gone. Everything is empty, all of my stuff is packed up in boxes - I don't belong. I hate it here.... I don't want to come back. If I can't fund college then... Idk... I'm NOT coming back to CO.....