矛盾

I want to see her. I really, really want to see her, whether or not its painful. Not seeing her is more painful. I want to take those walks with her again - Tokyo is too lonely without her there. Some people think I'm crazy for still wanting to see her and spend time with her after all of this. But who wouldn't want to see and spend time with the person they care so much about? Is that not what caring means? Does it not mean that no matter what you will be there for them? Those feelings are always a part of you unless you are so deeply cut that you bleed out and cannot forgive. I promised her once that I would always support her, and I fully intend to keep my promise.

I hope she's not too stressed on her PV set today...