Tuesday, March 10, 2009

never felt this way about someone before

I really have never felt this way before about someone. It came at a time I least expected it with, in a location I least expected, and a person I least expected. But I have truly never felt this way about someone. If flying halfway around the world to see her and beg her on my knees would bring her back, I would. And no, this is not like it was with Daphne - I was dependent and needy then. I feel completely different from then. I feel like I have found the person who I want to give everything I possibly can to, the person who I want to be there for whenever they need someone. Everything felt - still feels - so right, I close my eyes and it looks so right. She means so much to me, so, so much. Why couldn't I realize that sooner? Why couldn't I show that to her sooner? Why did I have to be so jaded by my past?

She used to sing this one song all the time, and I always told her I liked her version better. I just downloaded the original. And while listening... totally caught off-guard... I broke down.

Baby boy, 私はここにいるよ。どこも行かずに待ってるよ
You know that I love youだからこそ心配しなくていいんだよ。
どんなに遠く行っても変わらないよ、この心。
言いたいこと分かるでしょう?
あなたのこと待ってるよ。

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