Friends

I had an amazing talk with Alicia. She really opened my eyes to how my actions were being perceived in the relationship. Even though she knew I didn't mean harm, nor would she take offense if the same things were done to her, if it was a relationship situation she felt they could definitely be taken the wrong way. Alicia is very different than my previous girlfriends, so hearing this - admittedly again - made it finally hit home. Of course Alicia and she are not equivalents, but it gave me a completely new outside view on how things were, and even about me individually. I have things to work on, and I will work on them because I don't want to be that way because I hate people who are and I thus right now I'm very disappointed in myself for becoming like this and not realizing it. You were right, I'm sorry.