I did it

I left it behind yesterday, under her pillow. She'll probably find it. How I want so much for things to go as I hope... but if they don't at least we're still here. Oh, how I hope... If I believed in God, this would surely be one of those times where I would be praying. I do make wishes/speak - perhaps sort of like a prayer - to the sky sometimes. Perhaps I'm speaking to the birds, the clouds, the stars, or just this general idea of something else having influence in our lives, and perhaps would positively influence mine, but I only have those thoughts in times like these. Perhaps it is more of a ritual than it is spiritual for I truly believe that fate only brings us so far and the rest we have to do on our own. Regardless, how I hope...