Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Repetitive

I keep saying the same things to her. She knows how I feel. I should just stop repeating it, it probably does more harm than good. I guess there isn't much more I can say unless she brings up any specific concerns. I know she's worried about the long distance - really worried. When we first got together I said, we'll just take it as it comes. We made it a month together in not-the-best of circumstances (unable to call (Skype is only so useful), my own delusions etc.). I really think we can make it further. It's not like we won't see each other AT ALL for semesters on end. I wouldn't allow that to happen, I'd go to wherever she would be - physical presence does so much. I feel like time would go by much quicker when we're at school too exactly because we'll both be busy, so it would sort of offset itself. Small phone calls here and there walking back from classes and such too can do a lot. It's sort of like the texting we did while I was at school here. Anyways, I just have to give her time and essentially shut up. But, I will still look to the sky and pray.

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